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這一年，2011年

2012-01-01T00:06:00.001+08:00

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這一年，我經歷了很多。
這一年，我依然愛你，想念你。
這一年，我還沒談戀愛，就失暗戀了。
這一年，我嚴重的感覺到自己不健康。
這一年，我沒有實現到什麽心願。
這一年，這一年。。。
並沒有對這一年感到失望，感覺我成長了一點點。對很多東西，不再執著，不會再放太大的希望，俗語說的好‘沒希望，就沒失望’。理智上是知道已經結束，但心裡依然悠著點點的希望。

Happy New Year, Bloggie...

我只能說

這一年，他越來越遠了，越來越模糊，越來越陌生。

話說我還在考試，沒什麼心情慶祝。

太久沒寫部落格了啦！！！

超級過分！！

Back to December- December equal to busy month.

2011-12-01T16:20:00.001+08:00

All of us are looking forward to 2012 right now.

Everyone is busy with end year's stuff.

By this month, I will face my final after Christmas. 26/12/2011

By this month, I have to shopping, slim down and also many thing which is so weird..

I'm so starving to the end year sale.

Is time to let my pocket bleeding!!!!

I'm back to home by tomorrow between.

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

現實就是現實，现实和浪漫根本不能混合在一起

2011-11-27T16:52:00.001+08:00

現實很殘忍的把浪漫推開，沒有任何理由。我曾經有近乎白癡浪漫的想法，他會因為我而留下，為我而停止離開的想法。後來他教會我沒有人會因為誰而放棄他想得到的東西。痛苦的經歷了這一些有的沒的。原來單純的想離開，也是對別人的一種傷害。人不是完美的，至少我不能一邊想浪漫一邊有現實理性的想法。可能當時只想單純喜歡他，原來單純是很難很辛苦。這一些，都過了。有朋友問：難道就這樣的放手?朋友：如果我不放手，我自己會更辛苦。更何況我是一雙情願，他什麽不知道。他沒錯，錯在時間，遇到我對的人。其實很簡單，其實很自然，其實並不難，是我太悲觀。我很認真的假裝我在這裡很好，強忍著不跟他聊談，強忍的不去看他的生活。怕，自己再次心動；如果再次見面，我希望能真誠的祝福他，微笑的謝謝他。

A post before sleep

2011-11-21T00:21:00.001+08:00

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I don't know how to pass this coming few days?
I feel very helpless for my the college's stuff.
Seem like I'm doing the last minutes work?
Everything I did is careless, work like huge stone burdening me.
There were few days, I woke up sudden in midnight. Dreamed all about the messing past stuff, it make me sweated and felt nervous. Terrible night and day!!! When will it past through off from my life??
I hope somebody look on me and tell me 'All is well'. who is the one? I noticed not 'HIM'. no more about him. that was one way ticket, he is not coming back and I lost him for sure.

I wish everything can back to past. I hope I can holding your hand and tell don't go.

But that was past, horrible past. No way back to that moment.

Every time listened to this song [你不在-王力宏】, the only thing that I can do is regretting.

I miss everyone of you...

Crazy me with crazy stuff

2011-11-11T14:14:00.001+08:00

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又到年尾了，有什麼東西還沒實現？
我好像一樣都還沒有實現到！！！
講要減肥，又越減越肥！

明年的願望就是把今年的願望實現 ^^
終覺得年終的時間過的特別快，沒有多少天就是2012了。
擔心會有世界末日嗎？
不會，難道擔心就不會發生? 就正常的生活吧。。
這些來，實在太忙了。我也不曉得我在忙什麽？
已經離開4個星期，沒幾個像我這麼懶，實在太過分了啦。
今天是11.11.2011，祝單身的單身快樂；也祝couple們幸福快樂。

超級複雜

2011-10-12T20:06:00.003+08:00

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今天的文章應該會很白癡加模糊。
我我快要瘋掉了！！！
爲什麽，我還是醬的？？
爲什麽？Tell me why. GOD.
爲什麽就不能忘記往事？
他什麽都不是，爲什麽要在意？
就不能不去在意或闊達一點？
不要再想太多了啦！！！
我快要瘋掉了！！
你不是為別人而活的，為自己，為自己，可以嗎？？
喂，為自己而活啊！！！
白癡，可不可以找次說： WHO CARE？
WHO CARE ABOUT YOU?
我要的是簡簡單單的生活！！
不要讓我在為別人而活了啦！！
忘了，忘掉好嗎？

別人愛瘋了，我為‘什么’都不是而瘋！！

想太多！！！

從來沒想過能不能跟你牽手

2011-10-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

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她真的從來沒想過能不能跟你牽手，多可笑的奢望。
她愛著你，用心愛著你；他愛著你，徹底的愛著你。
她情願變成影子，守護，跟隨著你。
他愛著你，卻在哭泣。
還需要多久，多長，多傷，你才聽到她沒說的話。
堅強像謊言一樣，不過是一樣在偽裝。
她只希望有機會能被你愛上。
你知道他愛你嗎？還是偽裝不知道？
問到沙啞，你也不會回答她。
告白，好玩嗎？
需要多少勇氣啊？你知道嗎？
失敗后，你知道需要多少時間來複原這一些？怎樣面對你？
一句，不知道; 為她的一些畫上一個句號，停止了一些；但傷心，心痛的門為她而打開了。
寂寞，自卑因你把他當成好朋友。

I'm tired

2011-09-28T20:26:00.001+08:00

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Since I started my class by this 8.30 morning, my eye was trying to drop off.
OMG, I can't concentrate to the lecture, what can I do?
Yesterday was a horrible night to me, dreamed something but I can't remember it.
Just can feel that was a horrible dream with that feeling. Weird....
I think I will not going to anywhere by this weekend for the 'HOMEWORK'!!!! @work that I can't finish at college. How 'hardworking' am I?
Who know?
By this semester, back to technical drawing again.
This subject is pulling me to the HELL.
I can't draw, lecturer.
Can you just keep an eye close, NO, should be close both your eyes? And let me pass this subject?
But I don't think the lecturer will come to this blog. Maybe someone pass this message for him?
Somebody, thanks for passing this message to him.

I force myself to love technical drawing right now.

who can do some magic to me?

let my hand become drawing hand when drawing time.....
God can do this, maybe...

Still on the way to clean

2011-09-25T14:40:00.002+08:00

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Half way of it, I'm totally pick off with MESSING this word. I can't stand for dust and also dirty right now. It made me sneezing always and dirty.

This semester really have to screw me to hell. Timetable is too pack, all lot assignments are queue on the line just come to me. Almost every weekday I gonna awake by 8 o'clock and off by 5 o'clock. Works are tired me! at this first week, I already wanna yap out all my tired. My stuff is still clamp in my room. Maybe I need another small as my stock room right now. Daddy always say when I wanna move to KL, he have to drive a lorry for me. My stuff is too 'MUCH' as he told!!!! I'm starving for food, but my legs don't want walk down ta have food. I'm too lazy..
Actually, I have many incomplete and un-posted posts in the draft there. maybe someday I will complete and post out. I noticed that I already pause writing about 3 weeks. Trust me, I still blogging, but too many un-posted post there. When the mood here, I will try to complete it.

Sometime we can't together always, but you guys will always in my mind.

Walking on TM street!!!

2011-08-29T12:18:00.000+08:00

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Just walked a 'long' way from my grandmum's shop to mummy saloon.
Tanjong Malim is having a 'TERRIBLE' traffic jam, useless with any car to drive.
Either you are driving sport car or my Kenari mini car, you also have to WAIT!!!
Nothing special, just keep on walk with my sister.
Between, I finished my only subject by 26 Aug (mean last friday).
Was a terrible experience for me, I think I gonna hate Mathematics soon. [Absolutely]
Drove back to TM with speed ***KM/H, nobody chatted with me.
Since them are worried about the math exam just ended just that time.
I found out that was the long way to back without anyone chat with..
Four guys in a car, should be very clouded and noisy.
But that time was so quite and bored with driving.
From Penang island's college to TM, I took about 3 hours and about 45 mins is terrible jam on the way..

Admit I'm the shortest between my sisters. ♥

Finally, I'm here

2011-08-23T16:51:00.001+08:00

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Hey guys, I still alive in this world.
the last update at 4 weeks time ago, hopefully you guys still remember me.
Quite busy with some stuffs, my laziness made these 'stuffs ' happened.
I back to Penang for examination [My Final].
Will back to TM three day later, mean Friday.
I feel I'm getting old and older.
Sometime I did nothing, but felt exhausted.
Izit a sign to me?
12 days at home is not enough for me right now, just wondering when is my next time back to home.
I'm a good girl, I like to be home..
But still have to leave it for my future time, home is the best place for me.
Telling a problem which will crazy me, the next door of my hostel is doing stupid RENOVATION.
I think it will keep the noisy sound from morning to night.
hello neighbor, is exam time now.
Can you please delete to the date after this week?
Since this area is student area, you will disturb us for doing revision.
Do you like to bear all the consequence of our fail-ness?
Do the right thing in a right time, neighbor.
Luckily I went back to hometown days ago, if not you are killing me with your noisy.

Just want to tell, I'm still alright and enjoying every second here.
Leave some comment when you here, let me know you. Thanks

放手

2011-07-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

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放手，放开所有彼此更自由

放手 其实我绝非爱得不够 
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友

已经已经足够；林峰的歌。
不得不让有他的记忆随风而去了。
那一点点余温已经毫无意义了，原来我害怕的只是清醒。
This thing turned out so evil, but it make I awake from dream.
Thanks, who woke me up.
That is a hurt and will leave scar, but it is a memory in my heart.

原来一路以来都是我自己在自欺欺人，一双情愿。

可笑的自己和一路来的旁观者。

谢谢观看。

这件事的

谢幕（THE END）

I wish to punch myself

2011-07-20T02:08:00.001+08:00

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Since I were on bed two hours ago, but I still can't felt asleep.
What is happening to me?
Nightmare? or insomnia?

Can you punch me?

找不回的自己！

2011-07-14T16:27:00.001+08:00

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每天早上张开眼睛，思维就会想到未完成的事情。
每一刻大脑是停止，甚至连睡眠时间都在不停的做梦。
我想我现在是在‘暂时性’的巅峰状态。
压力每天都在呼唤着我，钢琴考试还有不到二十天的时间。
功课似水源源不竭的来，压力也毒魔着我。
气都喘不过来了，终于身体假装生病了。
今天早上起身时，头很痛。
勉强自己爬起身，上课去。
但是头依然很痛，所以放弃上课然后躺回去休息。
假到。。差不多到了下课时间，就不痛了！！
这个学期，第一次请病假。

我需要心灵上的安静；Indeed Peace. ^^

I wish everything going well

2011-07-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

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I have no idea why am I always did careless.
Ish, I forgot to bring my hostel key which place at Tanjong Malim home.
I'm syok when I realize it.
I don't know who is my housemate and don't have roommate.
Luckily, the house rental here and ask me to copy a set of key again.
Spent about RM 14 for the keys. cheap?

C902

I love it.

took it year ago with guy. miss you

I really Feeling Fake!!!

2011-06-29T09:38:00.001+08:00

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People, don't too sensitive to this post.
Just express my feeling after a little POST.
Look like I'm the one who want.
As you told!!!
yEA, I want it badly.
I think nobody can understand my feeling right now.
Very fortune, I made a GREAT choice.
Lastly, We got it, but I have to bear all the bad.
That is GREAT.

Too FULL now, Can I vomit the 'THING' out?
I'm not going to exaggerate the problem again, But it was a deep scar inside mine.
I know what to do right now.

To somebody I'm still smile, but that is FAKE.

Don't force yourself to accept it you really can't, Don't fake a smile.

A best friend told me by a rang yesterday.

I told that, then I have to cry always.

Finally the FOOD POST

2011-06-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

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You noticed that I love to eat if you follow my blog.
I addicted to eat!
eat is my life, can I say that?
Always eat lots when under stress.
Especially dessert; everything with SWEET.
it can comfort me as well.
Let photo tell my food's story.

Strawberry Forever dessert cafe located at Sungai Penang.

Something like Nan with cheese.

I love cake as well, is addicted to the MAX.

Went to Delicous, Penang.

Honey Lemon; always is my best choice.

Went there for their cake.

Chocolate Moist Cake

Snake; wedges

I'm Hakka; this call 擂茶.

Healthy food with Vege and nuts.

the soup of the rice. Vege's soup

I know the true, But just keep on addicted on you.

Am I drug?

I sure that you are my personal's drug.

I'm addicted on you, telling this world

Short update, maybe.

2011-06-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

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Since tomorrow have Role Play Presentation, test and assignment death line.
I'm going to MAD soon.
Just did my assignment, the study mood haven't here yet.
What to do?
I did read and keep on review, but nothing inside my brain.
Tomorrow, at least know what is the question talking about.
And of course the answer write it out correctly from me.

The next is food post~

Pause for myself

2011-06-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

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Just finished a terrible test.
Felt disappointed when got the question.
Not problem of the question, but I knew the answer will disappointed me.
The answer which wrote by myself.
Actually I can do it, but my brain was blank as a piece of what and clear paper when the moment.
Tell the true as well, I don't do any preparation for it.
I found out 'TOO CONFIDENCE' is a bad habit.
I tough I know the test as well, since I'm attend and did all the task that given by Lecturer.
But this task proven that I din did my best.
What to do?
Waiting for the next task and do the best preparation for it.
I need a break and press a pause for my endless life.
I need a pause for myself and of course my little soul.
Because I can't stand for it anymore.
deep deep breath when I'm play to play my role in my life.
I'm a good character?

Time Past as Fly

2011-06-05T16:03:00.000+08:00

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Is June now.......
OMG, can't believe is half a year now.
Since begin of 2011, I wish to do lot things.
But I haven't touch the ball also, how I gonna send it to GOAL?
Absolutely, I did nothing.
Just keep on busy with college stuff.
Hanging by that stuff and also the piano exam.
Haiz, what to do?
stuff is murderousness..
yeah all right, my family will be at Penang by tomorrow for visit me.
Can't wait for the meet time, I miss them badly.
A month onward, I don't doing back to hometown.
Do I miss home? Yea, I miss it badly.
Almost break the calender, I ever can't found a suit break time back to my home.
Just wanna tell someone here, don't always show off that how pity sweet are your home ?
I believe no one wanna leave their home, at least don't tell that again in front of me.
you knew that I'm always keep on missing my home.
Because of some reason, I'm not decide to move back.
Just stay for 2 years at here.
I have no idea either is a good choice or worst.
If I really can't stand for it, I will move.
Just write a letter and show some proven, then hand it up to college department.
After that wait for a semester or two, then I can move back.
Is that difficult?
not at all, thats all.

I believe you will back to here.

You fall here, and you will start from here again.

不认识的朋友

2011-05-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

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这张贴是为几个朋友写的，什么是不认识的朋友？
我有几位奇怪的朋友，我认识他；但我不懂他的名字和没有任何联络方法；
但只要一见面就会有话题。
实在太奇怪了！
可笑吧！
到目前为止，我真的不懂他们的名字；有时连他们的样子也很模糊。
我难免太幸运了！
有天，我穿着Formal要到学校作presentation，不过又把车放在朋友家。[车匙在我手上]
天又在下着密密麻麻的雨水，拿着电脑，穿着高跟鞋和满手的notes。
为了不想跌倒，只好慢慢的在雨中慢步，何等浪漫啊！！
屁啦，偶像剧都是骗人的。
我都快变成落汤鸡了啦。
有位‘朋友’把他的机车停下，然后问道需要他载我到学校吗？
哇，不认识的人野，说真的我很感动。不过车就在那个路口前面。=.="
多好的一个‘朋友’。
之后又遇过几次，才认得他是谁。
谢谢你让我感动。

looking for weekend.

2011-05-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

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Actually I'm looking for weekend since this blue Monday.
I can't stand for stress, maybe..
I don't care, just wanna rest at weekend.
Have to pass up some assignments and reports for lecturers.
The life here stand for college, assignment, report and meaningful life.
I'm a normal girl with normal life, but sometime have bored with usual and normal life.
I hope to need some abnormal but great thing happen to me.
But I scare to change.
Confusing, hope to change but wish to stay.
Libra habit, confuse always.

not cute at all!!!

troublesome class

2011-05-25T17:43:00.000+08:00

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Today I'm very free because of my college's clever system. I just only have 3 hours class with a lecturer.
A 3 hours computing practical class, whole class crazy with Google Sketch Up. I'm totally give up when I really have no idea how to continues this roof's drawing. I wish someone can teach me and I can absorb it, but can't. Even lecturer teach me slowly and by my side, result still the same. So I'm totally upset now, still continues and keep on drawing nonsense. Anyone can help me?

good news

2011-05-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

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firstly, Board was replied my mail. It not a problem if I misplace my certificate. They have record with their file. Great, just concentrate to have my grade 7's exam. Thats all.
secondly, I did a deep rest but I still online. keep on laying on bed and sit in front of laptop. I'm totally powerful with energy, but I still have to got a early bed tonight.
Thirdly, my uncle's family will come to Penang by this weekend. Long time din meet them, kinda miss them. I ♥ giant family.

Blogging for nothing

2011-05-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

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Had promised myself, I have to take a deep deep rest at this weekend.
No place to go and internet, hope I can do it.
I met some bad things
1. I misplace my grade 5 certificate, but I'm going to have grade 7 exam soon. what to do? waiting for exam department reply my mail. Everyday have to open my mail box.
2. went to Ambank for Saving account but I can't register because of my weird IC. can't scan my detail at all. I wanna change when I'm free.
3. I'm totally broke. my purse keep bleeding, no money to use. feel shame to get more from FAMA ATM...

At this moment, I'm still appreciate my life. Although I'm poor and luck-less.... It will past.
I ♥ my life..

I miss you guys ♥

❤jIiN ArOuNd YoU❤: An Anniversary for Penang

2011-05-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

❤jIiN ArOuNd YoU❤: An Anniversary for Penang

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An Anniversary for Penang

2011-05-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

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这篇应该早在一个星期前就要开始打稿了，承认我真的太懒了。
不自不觉就过了一年，我来到槟城一年了。
好过吗？
不好，一点儿都不好。

我的缺点就是把坏事放得很大，很离谱。

一点点小事我就会发癫，心情会掉低凹窟。

每天我把自己的掩饰的很好；

不喜欢时；表现的耐烦又有容纳心，但我会选择沉默。

我讨厌不公平的事情出现，但这社会永远都是不公平的。

有时候很辛苦，很想哭。

所幸的是我拥有一个人的房间，有百分之一百的隐私。

回到家我还会把所有别人沉积在我身上的负面情感给发泄出来。

很幸运我有我关心和爱我的家人，在他们前面我不用任何面具，很真的我。

每个人都有自己的路，自己的要走的方向。

在这里很辛苦，但我还是会呆下去。

因为我不想放弃一个我需要执行的诺言，还有一点点的对我来说是美好的回忆。

槟城还是我要好好呆上两或三年的地方。

原来事情没想像中的完美；

我要从不完美找出可贵的完美。

完美不特别，特别的是不完美；

我没有洋娃娃般的精致的五官，魔怪的身材，修长的腿，黄金比例各方面的角度。

但我有她没有的自由，喜怒哀乐就我自己掌控，一颗能跳动的♥，我自己的想法，还有我美好的短发；

终结，我有的比洋娃娃还多！！♥

moody :(

2011-04-20T11:43:00.000+08:00

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unable to describe my feeling with word now.
such a sudden for me with this sad news.
baba, knew that you try your best to save it, but lastly you can't make it.
I'm not stubborn, I really love he.
Can you leave us a while?
just a little period, he is a part of my life.
baba, please.

gonna update

2011-04-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

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since three weeks ago, did last update.
I'm totally disappear from here, but I'm still active in Facebook.
This few weeks I keep on viewing to other bloggers.
The detail and feeling that they are express in their own place.
I too much thing to update, the problem is time.
gimme some time, I need to do arrangement.
Knew some of you don't believe anymore.
But I will try my best to do that.
I need time badly.
miss you, dear.

Faker, keep on your favorite BULLSHIT

2011-03-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

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骗子，别用你的欺骗来换取我的信任；你不配。
一次次的谎言会麻木的。
善意的谎言不不是每一次都WORK的！！
我不需要你所谓
天枰心里早就把你列入‘黑名单’！！永远远离这段友情~
不是天枰残忍，是他们心里有数这个朋友值不值得交。

如果你道歉的目的只是平息对方的怒火，那么这种道歉对缓和双方的紧张关系没有多大帮助。

这种道歉带有一种欺骗性而不是由衷地承认自己的错误。在你真正意识到自己对他人

造成了伤害后再去道歉，道歉时也不要过于低声下气，最好能做到不卑不亢。

当我再遇见你时，我会面容微笑；但不是再让你了解我的想法。

这一段友谊，让我把它当作一份生命中微微的遗憾。

我曾经努力的挽救，我曾经的无视后再原谅，是我尽了最大的努力。

珍惜被你‘善意’欺骗后，又再选择原谅和信任你的笨蛋。

伤害我的人，我会一直保持微笑，因为我不喜欢与你计较。

P。S 无视我妹妹的那两根手指

Opsss, went to Dari again. Yummy~

2011-03-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

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When ended yesterday presentation, straight went to Dari's Korean cafe.
opss. went there on Thursday with pauline and again on friday.
My purse is going to skinny SOON. ♥

Amazing Ice-Kacang.♥

I can't stop with this.

Meal. ♥

This treat by Dari's owner.

Sweet Potato ♥

This week is my lucky week.

A lots people try to treat me some food.

Thanks you so much!!

I ♥ food the most!!!

I ♥ you~

When I went in to Annabelle's place

2011-03-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

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Just finished my piano lesson, then went to have my dinner.
Not the first time, I eat alone.
Already past 8 months, I am still that same, nothing different.
Although is still not comfort, but still have to go on right?
I love the environment and food there, is nice.
I will go there when I need alone.

Tiramisu *love* ♥ and Peach Tea.

wonderful Tea time I think.

After I paid, Miss Annabelle [owner] treat me a 'meal'

she said that is a new recipe.

yummy, nice~~~♥

Come on, classmate. I am not EMO, okay?
Just think serious on that moment you guys saw.
seriously, the work is so hard for me.
I found out something I dislike at all.
classmate, we will over it right?
Be CONFIDENCE!!!

Hey, when I ate my dinner, I heard a song name ' 他不爱我‘.

realize I am still there for you.

他的眼神说出他的心~

In conclusion, I am still that stubborn.♥

powerful morning

2011-03-13T09:53:00.000+08:00

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was slept for 12 hours.
As my status in facebook told: my profile
These few days was drove me nuts. I feel exhausted, gonna to bed now. re-change my energy. Good night, dude.

Dude, I am powerful now!!!
Need some motivation right now.
Just wanna to prepare my presentations for coming weeks.
Across your finger to wish me luck!!!
I miss you guys~

Edema my~

bloody sneezing with me this morning.

2011-03-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

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Actually I don't where to start my post with 'detail post'.
Give me sometime for it, I think after this short semester is time to 'detail post'
Detail Post will be delay to 4 weeks~
Need hours for it.

Today was a bloody sneezing day to me.
Sneezing woke me up this early morning.

Jesus like to have this breakfast always.

It is full!!!!!

我爱拿着相机对着这小女生，不停的拍。
她真诚和无邪的笑容深深的打动着我。

This Korea's pretty dude really caught my camera~

I am single Lady~ I am single lady~

wakakaka

I FUCKING LOVE BEACH~~~~

stop

2011-02-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

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not reach to 'detail post' yet.
I always wish to grumble everything at blog!!
I am frustrated now!!!
can I stop think about that?
non-of-my-business, okay!!
Jiin, you better keep control yourself!!!
depress your feeling.
I need somebody to talk.
Can you lent me your ear?

beach is the best place to me!!

Will do a detail update soon

2011-02-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

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2 weeks don't sign in to blogger.
I am doing busy right now.
With the third task, 2 assignment, 2 individual presentation, 1 group presentation and a report!!!
As this moment, I got this all 'work'!!
It press me until breathless!!!
I miss you guys and will do detail update soon.

Pick one for yourself.

Happy Belate Valentina day!!!

'他‘的离去

2011-02-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

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弯弯的回乡路,心情也跟着弯弯。
话说在某个星期六，收到‘他’离去消息。
心情稍微震了下，感觉有点陌生。
调整好当时的心情，把最后的工作做好。
晚上睡得不好，潜意识通知我应该流泪。
我做不到~曰：不孝。
星期日早上，开着小樱从八打灵再也匆匆回到丹戎马林。
路上跟姐姐开玩笑，笑不出？哈哈大笑~
让路程轻松点，驾的轻松。
回到老丹，吃早餐。
回家收拾简单的包袱和心情。
爸爸开车载着我跟姐姐回到弯弯的家乡。
当一切熟悉的风景一幕幕的出现在眼里，我多久没留意了？
我多久没关心这自认为不会变的事物。
出现在老家的那一幕是那一年了？
上香时的心情有谁会明白？
公，你会明白吗？
我的不孝让我觉得我的自私很自大。
躺在里面的是你，我却连一点眼泪都给不了你。
这一切太突然了，来了一个措手不及。
伤心来不及，已经要离别了。
唯一能让我做的是静静的上香和烧东西。
压抑很久的情绪，今天冲算能发泄出来。
我的假面具做的好吗？
我是经典式的‘双面人’~
我多希望你能安慰我，是我太痴心妄想了。
谁会为你而伤心？
我希望我能再假点，把统统收在我的伤口处。
让伤心铺满我的伤口，保密到家~
惟有自己舔自己的伤口。

当面对自己心灵，我发现我笑不出来。

When I were a promoter

2011-01-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

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Do be a promoter from 18 Jan - 22 Jan.
I did Taiwan's Pon Kan promoter on that time.
I were stand from 10am to 10pm. [haven 2 hours break for lunch and dinner time.]
Worked as crazy, keep on explain the benefit of the product.

Part of my Uniform!!

I am not under Carrefour but have to wear the PASS!!!

I am not enjoy this part time job.

Not about the tired but the stupid attitude.

you should change it!!

太天真

2011-01-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

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光良的新歌。。
在想写这标题是在一个月前的事了。
在忙考试，忙温习，忙想念，都在忙！！忙！！忙！！
小时，我超喜欢这个用词。。
感觉上的用意是：我很可爱或很乖类似的意思。
到稍微大多一点点时，开始有点说不上的讨厌。。
感觉上，当别人在讲你天真的意义是：我很笨或我笨的离谱！！
到Twins的阿娇涌出这一段词时，感觉上‘太天真’已经从含义变成贬义了。
太天真-太容易上当或真的错得太离谱了。
我本人很同情她，她是在做她私事但却被别人当茶后的话题。
幸运的是她的事业开始慢慢的转好了！！
到光良的新歌‘太天真’

今天的天空怎么会特别的蓝
我怎会有点感伤
一个人悠悠荡荡
没有特别方向
一幕一幕的过往
还舍不得遗忘

不知觉又走到这个熟悉海岸
假装你在我身旁
海浪亲吻着沙滩
为我铸造浪漫
你曾说一起去流浪
流浪到海角另一端
连天空都在笑着我太天真
不是都说好我们不会改变

你曾写下的诺言
我深深刻在心里面
等待你会出现
海枯石烂那天
连世界都在看着我太天真
不是说好要爱到最后一天

收起所有的思念
那是我唯一的眷恋
让爱随风漂流飘向海的另一边

习惯了又走到这个熟悉海岸
你已不在我身旁
海浪亲吻着沙滩
我不觉得浪漫
不想再一个人流浪
流浪着失去了方向
连天空都在笑着我太天真
不是都说好我们不会改变

你曾写下的诺言
我深深刻在心里面
等待你会出现
海枯石烂那一天

连天空都在笑着我太天真
是谁说过我们都不要改变

你曾写下的诺言
我深深刻在心里面
等待你会出现
海枯石烂那天
连世界都在看着我太天真
不是说好要爱到最后一天

收起所有的思念
那是我唯一的眷恋
让爱随风漂流
相信你会再出现

他的‘太天真’的意思-太傻了。
因为连天空都笑他太天真和世界都在看着他太天真！

我希望我能再天真点，以为我们都不曾改变过。

home sweet home

2011-01-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

Did this title when May 2010, search from the posts list.

For sure I was just back to Home at this evening.

drove for hours and wish to together with family.

Tired was always in my mind now.

I wish to have a long long vacation to clear my mind.

I think have to recharge myself, I feel I am too tired with anything now.

without any call and internet for vacation.

need to clear my toxic

- bad attitude always

-emo suddenly

-always effect by 'others'

-always lack of money for shopping.

-did assignment lately always.

Am I suit long hair style?

Can I back to previous?

I wish not to meet you.

I wish not to see you.

I wish not to know.

But I do meet, see and know you well.

Without you; my life look like black and white.

I kinda miss you as I know.

Hope to get it off from my mind.

I wish I not to affect by you again.

I am okay!! told by JIIN.

爱笑的眼睛

2011-01-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

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终觉得，要来篇东西。
在两年还是三年前，有天跟朋友跑到K房。
当时才中三，自认早熟的我们点了首‘爱笑的眼睛’。
峰巅的呐喊的解释了这首歌。[女版的超高音的说]
朋友A唱着唱着就慢慢的哭了起来。
大伙儿没太在乎这一切，用呐喊遮盖了她的伤心，用无视来体谅她的脆弱。
后来才知道她感情上有点问题。[迟钝]

离开你，我才发现自己那爱笑的眼睛。

在感情地带，我终觉得女生会放多点感情。

不是偏帮，而是我所看到的事实。

可能我看到的都是'她爱笑的眼睛，流过泪’

却没看过他为她流过任何一滴眼泪。

仿佛男生在摧毁她爱笑的眼睛。

若瑄的是忧愁的；俊杰版本多了一份坚定，不再留恋的坚定；

Last Day of 2011

2010-12-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

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I can't wait for the last moment to update this post.
Because tonight may be have some great party celebration.
Overall of this year consider as so far so good.
God create a mission look like impossible to me.
sent me to a island to study, met everyone there.
Started to become Independence, braveness.
I doing and training about this also.
Practice hard now, perform it at future.
Actually I have bit confusing while something unexpected happen when early semester one.
I am try my hard to question myself for either I am still comfort without the habit with me always.
Time will prove everything, something had been proven but something haven.
I can be more brave when you put me to a maximum.
When you get ready to hurt, I will try to protect and hit you.
Don't try to hurt me as previous cause I am growing and stronger.
From immature to mature, thats take a long time.
Since I am still young, time not a problem to me.
Need time to get grow myself.
I have to thanks everyone get ready to hurt and had hurt me.
Your action had taught me a life lesson.
Surprise around me always.
either good or bad, I force to enjoy it.
I believe I can did it and prove it by myself.
End of 2010 and begin of 2011, time to practice and perform ourself.
I hope I can do it!!!
I am not the best and I try hard to be it.

As fat as I did.

Can I slim down?

When we were dancer

2010-12-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

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I think some of you noticed that we were dancers before.
I miss the past. [I miss the past but enjoy life now.]
can't image how can I persist for eight dance in shot.
Practice for nights and argue always.
When did the performance, feeling success.
That feeling I can't got again even till now.
That feeling of nervous when the first sound of music.
I can heard my heart keep on beating as hard as I can.
When did wrong on the stage, how I cover it.
when celebrate party for dance, that feel I can't got it now.

I don't know where I place the past photo.
Reload when I noticed where they are.

I miss my shirt was wet because of dance.

That is the only sport that I appreciate. [Maybe]

I love to dance!!!

Lastly have a slot here

2010-12-18T09:00:00.000+08:00

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Week is went with crazy busy.
Don't have anytime for me to update here.
The post was decreased slowly now.
I did two full report by this week.
Kinda crazy about that, can't imaging how I done it without my report's member.
That individual report was mad by this week.
Christmas is coming>>
What are you guy ready for it?
Gift for your family, lover, friends?
any suggest to me?
I have to buy some to people.
what to buy har?
Gotta to end semester soon, is time to fun!!

是时候要放手了？

我不舍~

真真假假

2010-12-12T11:20:00.000+08:00

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慢慢的在长大，对事情有不同或更深透的认识。
想法会慢慢的成熟，发现实情的丑陋。
深度的解说每一段情[亲情，友情，爱情+]时，会有不同的看法。
每一次的决定都会影响往后的你。
人的方向慢慢的转变时，是否会不会慢慢的远离你以前的圈子？
我自认在我离家到远岛读书时，我会在不知情下慢慢的在变。
我很努力的在圈子边缘逗留，因为我不再想失去任何一个。
我很自私，我想同时拥有全部情。
幼时，我给你骗。[我无所谓，因为我认为值得]
熟时，你给你自己骗。
是你自己走得太快，还是我原地圆圈？
别再当我是以前，我不会再笨笨的在盲目相信。
因为我长大了，变得更成熟。
我会用自己的行动来实行我的想法。
我不会再是被你牵着鼻子的我。
以前是回忆，现在是事实！
过去是实验，现在是未来。
我不敢说我还是我以前的我，不过我对你们一样保持着那一颗心。

是我对你的期望太高，还是你真的逃出了我们的‘圈’？

朋友，我真的很失望。

I am feeling disappointed to somebody that I trust always. You hurt me badly!

From Old to New~

2010-12-05T10:14:00.000+08:00

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Ignore the title here.
This few days was really screw me to the maximum.
Keeping on think about the stupid assignment, have o rush for it!!!
Hate the feeling of last minutes job!!!
It can't present a good work to lecturer!!!
Have to wait for a ex-classmate to Penang right now.
I think I force to insomnia for nights to complete all!!!!

Impossible Mission done by The most stupid Graphics!!!!!!

2nd was killing since noticed there were carried out 'INTRODUCTION TO CONSTRUCTION DRAWING'

I will always turn unlike button to drawing.

First, I don't know 'how to draw.

Second, I am not interesting with it!!!

Some of them excellent in this area!!

Like my ex-classmate+ house-mate and Sennie!!

They can did it well!!!!

Off to ready for another ex-classmate to Penang!

I miss you badly, dear!

First day of end months for 2010

2010-12-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

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The last month of 2010.
December- Party's month.
I love while I during Primary and Secondary school's life.
Is a long holiday for me after studied for months.
I will ended my 2 Term by 31 Dec 2010.
After that few days study days, then is time to go for Final.
Before this have to pass up 'some' assignment.
3 Dec- The last assignment of Building Construction Practices
Then By the coming- Gym Log's book, Mr. Y's class report and solo report.
22 Dec- Taking Off skill's last assignment.

Have work hard on it.

A bit tired.

But no way to disturb my way.

他，在心里，想过要放弃，我不舍！

2010-11-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

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有一个人你会很想每晚对他说‘ 晚安 ’。

有一个人他不会主动和你聊天但你会忍不住想和他聊天

有一个人你一上线就会去看他在不在.不在就一阵失落在又不敢打扰他.

有一个人他的状态签名只要一换你立刻胡思乱想揣测不安

有一个人你总是忍不住去看他的空间即使他什么新鲜事都没有。

有一个人你会看他的最近来访和留言然后又胡思乱想揣测不安

有一个人你一直在等他他却忘记了你有一个人你真的好爱他可是仔细一想你爱他什么。爱他的坏？

有一个人你以为他是你的永远但是他却告诉你你只是他的过客有一个人你真的可以对他无条件付出他却不稀罕对他来说你只是负担~

有一个人你那么那么舍不得他却那么随意洒脱不在乎有一个人教会你怎么去爱了但是他却不爱你了有一个人你总说要放下他却总是忍不住又拿回来回味

有一个人你真的好想他快乐所以你宁愿自己不快乐有一个人离开他的时候你笑了但是一转身早已泪流满面有一个人你好想大声告诉他我真的好后悔爱上你了因为你发现你真的是真的爱他但是他不爱你了

这就是事实那个骄傲的你去哪里了？

删掉了电话号码一个人
在窗前神伤大哭一场允许自己再
大哭一场以后
再也不会期待不会看他在不在线了
不会看他的空间了
不会期待他的信息和电话了
不会期待他会关心你有那么一个人

真的让你受伤了记得那个人说过“自私的人会快乐我自私所以我快乐”
恩再见了我那么那么爱你我一点也不遗憾值不值得
都不要紧重要的是记得曾经有那么一个人

爱过你现在我把爱情还给你那你把我的骄傲还给我好不好?

I am sick, man

2010-11-24T08:52:00.003+08:00

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This few months keep on SICK!!!

have no idea what was happen to my body or organ？？

Already swallow few panadols!!! But still not functioning.

Throw out the cover of Pnandol, but can't throw the sick out of my body.

Tomorrow and Friday still got two tasks to go.

Then have to pass up log book again at the coming week.

After that have to complete the report to classmate for review.

This Term are trouble me!!!!

remind, still got Miss Tang assignment have to pass up by next week.

Have prepare for it.

The works are coming like Tsunami, Washed away all my time.

Today have to present my exam pieces to Piano teacher.

Already practice for few times, But the the sound heard horrible.

Is Too bad, to have sickness at this moment.

Can I delete it to the coming January after exam?

It will be the most suitable time for me.

No work, because it is MY SEM-BREAK time!!

Excited to waiting for the coming January.

Time to Shopping and ext.

Have took a stupid Psychological tests.

The most stupid is me to click in to the wed site for it.

Show you the result, is very funny.

我接受不到囖！！！

Is time to off for college again.

Today Lecturer will give me the technical drawing last assignment.

I think is the last.

Need to draw again.

I don't know how to draw, can I ask help from designer or architect?

Their drawing should be very nice!!

I will score higher mark for it.

Fever, away me by now.

I want to submit all my work by this week!!

I am miss you, guys!!!!

week really END!!!!

2010-11-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

Since I was sicked on the Friday noon, I am damn lazy!!!
doing nothing at my hostel, just keep on lying on the bed.
Lazy Cat right?
Went to Gurney Drive to have a dinner with friends,then drive back alone.
The road is seriously jam, I am stressed with the behind car.
Hope to have a 'person' sit beside and tell me what to do by the next.
By next week I got two task to go.
I haven do my preparation, Is time to do it.
College life is relax but rush!!!
Forgot to tell gym's log book, I haven touch yet.
I wanna complete it by this week.
Works is full in my mind!!!!

Can I play with the elephant and balloon?

Can I make my life easily?

Can I.............

STOP IT!!!!

Have to rush for it again!!!

updated to template

2010-11-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

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Few days later, I had change my blog's template.
I am PInk Holic, so still pinkiie blog.

this is the display photo.

割爱

2010-11-14T17:06:00.001+08:00

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昨天到戏院欣赏了一部类似‘抗癌’的电影。
在香港艺人何家劲和郑惠玉的精细演绎下，拍出了一部很棒的电影。
《割爱》是Singapore电影公司Clover Films开拍的第一部电影，这部与保健促进局（Health Promotion Board）合作的电影寓教于乐，目的是提醒大家对健康的注意，定期做乳房检查。

好景不长在，已经在第四期乳癌了。

‘丈夫’的不离不弃让人好感动。

年轻时候的他们。

扮演儿子的演员可是在5频道Fighting Spiders演出的Edwin Goh.

他有俊到囖！！！

值得欣赏的一部戏！！

有了癌，还有爱吗？

Busy life with me.

2010-11-11T08:58:00.000+08:00

Awesome morning to me.

still got lots assignment to go, but I am quite 'enjoy' with this moment.

Everyday just 'holding' by assignment.

I am lazy causing assignments 'stay' with me always?

report!!!!! I found out I did it wrong.

So mean I have to redo again?

can I undo time for it?

Weekend not week end again.

that is working time for me.

I hope to walk to the beach, but the weather not allow.

this few days, weather is totally cause lots people sick.

All of you have to take care of yourself.

I think Nicholas Seow was went to Singapore now.

All the best to you.

Thanks for your Souvenirs here.

when morning, all start again.

life is 'recycle'.

Status?
Life partner, not couple ♥

I hope too!!

家乡中....篇

2010-11-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

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我在休息中，昨天驾我的小樱回来。
小樱=我的银色的车。从某人走后的[爸爸]礼物
在槟岛塞到槟州，花了不少时间。
整整七个星期没回来了，虽然还是有很多功课。
我都把他们统统抬回来，慢慢的做。
我开始有点质疑自己的能力了，原来我什么都不懂。
我不懂什么是画画！！
我不会画，根本没有酱的天分。
好，讲画画不是靠天分，靠的是练习。
问题的是，我连画一条直线都有问题。
我还能做什么？
I can do nothing.

我想我还是会继续现在的决定。

多难熬都不会放弃。

因为我害怕的是遗憾。

我越来越喜欢找到"知己"的感觉。

"知己"不用每天联络，但他永远都会聆听你的一切。

"知己"好像认识了整个世纪，他会明白你的一切。

勉强的笑，但掩过伤心。

Yesterday Report

2010-10-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

As I told that, I don't do any revision yesterday.

I thought I am totally fail from this small test.

luckily, I did concentrate while the previous lecture class.

Not good, but haven drop to the fail level.

I am shot here.

Doing nothing, actually I used to update my birthday post.

But all picture with pualine Tang there.

What can I do so?

while waiting her picture, I just continues update my blog.

Kinda boring!! no place to go.

look like wanna to sick, I think I have to drink more water and vitamin.

show some 'gila' picture here.

知道我爲甚麽不主動找你嗎?

2010-10-28T09:39:00.000+08:00

因为我怕你会嫌我烦！

因为我怕我正和你聊得起劲時

你却把在线改为离开

因为我怕没跟你聊上几句

你便会保持沉默

让我无法打破僵局

因为我怕这样会使我更失望

不是我不想理你

其实我真的好想和你聊天

因为我喜欢这种感觉

不是我不想理你

其实每次在我登上Q、M时

看到你也在线

心里就好高兴

但是又不敢打扰你

怕你嫌我烦

不是我不想理你

其实我已经不知有多少次打开又关上与你聊天的对话框了

最后却在心里默默的跟你说上几句

不是我不想理你

其实我每天不知道要看多少次你在不在线

不是我不想理你

其实我真的不止是一次想你了

不是我不想理你

其实真的好想你

每天不知道想多少遍

可是我怕....

不是我不想理你

其实我真的好懦弱

明明很想你

又不知道该怎么跟你说

不是我不想理你

其实我能感觉的到

你有点在逃避

最终

我选择了隐身...

后来发现

好友里有许许多多的隐身

他们是为了避免见到某个人

抑或是为了想要看到某个人

在这样的一个夜里

你的Q、M上线了么?

当你的Q、M闪亮时

你为了谁而亮?

在这样的某个夜里

你的Q、M隐身了么?

当你的Q、M灰暗时

你为了谁而暗?...

I can do nothing, but I love you.

蒙蒙的好

2010-10-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

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我喜欢蒙蒙的你，有这种感觉吗？
蒙蒙虽然有点不清楚，但是它保存了一些些的神秘感。

有近视的朋友，你们是否喜欢不戴着眼镜来看这世界。
有时候，自己的眼睛不想看得太清楚。
眼睛很累时，我会选择脱下眼镜。[除了驾车时]
让眼睛和心灵歇息一下下。
蒙蒙的世界让我觉得更亲切。

Thinking about him,

Thinking about me,

Thinking about us, what we gonna be.

Open my eye,

and it was just a dream.

我喜欢的她

2010-10-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

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不曾了解，先别下结论。
就像你不会钢琴，你可能会觉得她很优美，文雅。
这个想法在我还没有了解钢琴时所想的形容词。
当我跟她深交[不算深交，大约有整整八，九年]。
没考试压力下，我还是挺欣赏她的美。
要考试时，我会对着他发疯，发癫！！！
我曾经跟钢琴宝贝分享我所有的秘密。
我也曾经对着钢琴发泄我所有的不忿。
我的眼泪曾经流在钢琴黑白键盘上。
现在钢琴仍然留在家乡，我在这里买了一家电子钢琴。
手在电子键盘上，心在我很多回忆的钢琴上。
不是电子钢琴不好，相比下钢琴在我回忆里占了不少。
我很感谢我家的爸妈，来到槟岛依然让我学下去。

101010

2010-10-10T10:32:00.000+08:00

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What you guys waiting for?
Is time to do some special event.
marry? engaged? in a relationship!!!

Today is Mr.Lee Yeng Yang's birthday.

'Happy Birthday To you.

You are born in the zoo.

HappY Birthday to you.

Happy bIrthday to you.'

This photo was shot N months ago.

I try to relax myself always.

Not Because I don't care again,

But I have to try others way.

This is not a good solution for me.

I have to focus more to my study.

Friends, don't worry about me again.

I am scare, But I have to overcome.

Thanks for your care, dears.

It hurts even just seeing the one you care is crying her ass off for the four letter word, L-O-V-E

Part Time right now

2010-10-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

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Staying at La Viva Musica right now.
A place that I am doing my part time.
Actually I have to do nothing, just siting at here and look after the music school.
This few days I made myself to become tension a bit.

I got the answer, it made me awake from it.

I am sad, but I have to smile.

我不希望连最后的尊严都没有了。

别可怜我。

This is what I hope.

I am going to appreciate what I doing and going now.

勉强的笑，但盖过伤心

心情

2010-10-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

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我的心情灰暗如现在的天空。
对于那种粗枝大叶，张囗哈哈大笑的女孩，则产生心理上的厌恶
我很容易被另是影响心情。
我真的很想有一股冲动把我所有隐瞒的都发泄出来。
我所缺少的就是勇气。

I got it.

2010-10-01T09:41:00.000+08:00

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I was got my RESULT yesterday.
I am glee with it.
It was surprise me.

Click in to have a view.

I have to thanks one of my friend: Miss Pauline Tang.

She help me a lots at Penang.

When that time, something I dislike and trouble was happened to me.

She was the one who talk to me and cheer me up.

Thanks for your help, I am appreciate the way you help me.

without you, I think I can't over come my mood here.

I also need to thanks to you guys!!!

The way you guys treat make me funny.

Lets Get Rock together!!!!

I am Sun Burn

2010-09-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

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As the tittle show that I am Sun Burn but not at beach.
I am sun burn because of having road surveying with hours under the noon SUN.
luckily I just got it at my back.
But it also cause pain when I am bath and place some lotion on it.
This is my first Practical in my Semester 2.
I get sick to this course right now.
But I am still interested with this course.

My back with burn!!!

It look 'sexy'???

No, I think is fat back!!!!

wakaka

Life without you is nothing to me.

I need anything from you.

May Be A Good Night

2010-09-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

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I am going to decide that today I have to bed at 10.30.
I don't either will success or not?
But I will try it.
Since during the Final Exam, I can't on bed on time.
As usual I will always bed on 10 something.
But I am started late and latest.
It cause my eye beg become big and bigger.
I feel embarrassed tough this problem.

Do you see?

My eye beg is 'growing' now.

Any treatment for it?

Tell me please.

I hope to hugging my bear bear sleep well in this night.

then my eye beg will left me soon.

[dreaming]

I wanna dream...

雨下一整晚

2010-09-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

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请无视这标题，因为我在听着这首歌。
我发现我真的很无聊，我的心情会随着歌词起起落落。
我迟早会神经病。
请别让我听些伤心的歌，我自己会无事乱想。
有个人让我领会到：“说再见，才发现再也见不到。”
我开始很讨厌说再见，因为我真的很怕再也见不到。
能遇见已经是前世的盼望。
席慕容的诗：
我是一棵树(席慕容)
如何让你遇见我
　在我最美丽的时刻
　　为这
　　我已在佛前求了五百年
　　求佛让我们结一段尘缘
　　佛於是把我化做一棵树
　　长在你必经的路旁
　　阳光下
　　慎重地开满了花
　　朵朵都是我前世的盼望
　　当你走近
　　请你细听
　　那颤抖的叶
　　是我等待的热情
　　而当你终於无视地走过
　　在你身後落了一地的
　　朋友啊
　　那不是花瓣
　　那是我凋零的心

深深的体会到这首诗句的意义。
希望‘他’能珍惜‘你和我’每一次的遇见。
我真的很想珍惜每一刻。

As I told you that I am kinda miss you.

Do you get any message?

遇见是缘分，珍惜这一切。

Gotta go to do laser again!

2010-09-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

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Tomorrow have to do laser once again.
scary~
This is second time to my face laser.
That is because of my face not 'smooth' enough.
This is still acne!!!!!!
hate it.
Parents had waste a lots money for my acne face.
whole day full with medicine and face care product.
must use this but can't that.
cannot eat this, this, this and these!!!
Cannot late to bed and everything~
hosh!!!!
Lucky parents still try best to treatment it.
Thank a lots!!!
Word can't describe my thank to them!!!!!
My family is too awesome!!!!

This is first time laser to my face.
Is too pain~~~~
but 爱美不要命吗！！
that is right!!!

all the best to me!!

I miss you @@

Mummy&Daddy 22 anniversary

2010-09-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

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Today is my parents 22 years anniversary.
That is just did for them.
few photos in two cards.
I am waiting for another years again.
love you guys.

I am too boring here

2010-09-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

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本来要跟振航还有Fonman午餐的。
但是姐姐生病了，只好cancel掉囖。
我的心情现在很不会形容。

这个月的心情都很反复。
我在进入根年期啊？？
难免太早了吧？？

我真的很想你

Hope to something impossible

2010-09-09T09:34:00.000+08:00

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I admin that I am braveness.
I hope I will do something that will shot everyone.
They will shout out 'unbelievable'~
Can I do it?
**********************************************************************************

Having my part time job.

As a telephonist again.

Heng Yap: hey Jiin, you like to call others? Why always work as telephonist.

I have no choice. I need MONEY badly, dear.

**********************************************************************************

This is real JIIN.

don't always doubt me.

I am who I am.

*I can do nothing if you don't give anything respond.*

home now.

2010-09-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

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At my sweetty room now.
hugging my bear bear now.
I am quite relax with this mood.
turn to this morning while I drove back from Penang.
Is quite dangerous.
I admit I am not slept well last night.
I can't do the focus well.
I am sorry guys.
make you sat in my car also nervous about me.
I will try to do it well~ hahax
I means sleep well.
muahaha.
holiday come~
fun here~

30 August 2010

2010-08-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

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First, I wanna to shout out here.
I am high~

this is when I was worry about Construction Material & Techniques 1.
I had promised them , I f I fail this subject I will take a pack of cigarette in once.
I think is okay now.
hehe.
yesterday, classmate bought me a home made pasta.

It really extremely delicious, although it look ordinary.
Thank you a lots, Yuan Fong.

food from Thailand. From my house renter.
Thank her lots.
It is so nice.

I hope I can face myself true.
I dun want cheat myself anymore.
Let Study.
Is time to countdown.
Not for Merdeka, yet for my hometown.
2 Sept is coming soon. three days more. muahaha

独处

2010-08-26T10:35:00.001+08:00

有时候有时候 
我会相信一切有尽头 
相聚离开都有时候 
没有什么会永垂不朽 
可是我有时候 
宁愿选择留恋不放手 
等到风景都看透 
也许你会陪我看细水长流

王菲的[红豆]，林夕的歌词很有意思。

这一段此刻了解了我的心情，我想我会选择留恋我也不会放手。

因为我想要你陪我看细水长流。

星期二那天，我独自一人驾车到我宿舍附近的餐厅。

想说静静的一个人独处，发了封信息给PAULINE就把手机收在包包里了。

不向任何人的打扰，戴上了几本考试需要的note。

跟服务员要了一份早餐和LATTE。

眼睛看着note，脑老早就飘到别位了。

在想你好吗？

很久没见了，你还是一样瘦吗？

想拿起手机，就凭着那股冲动拨给你。

手还没抓到手机，就在想要跟你讲什么才好。

冲动没了，自卑感来了。

所幸的是餐厅里没人，在泪掉下那一刻。

没让自己想太久，很快的就恢复平静的样子。

再店里坐了3-4个小时，温习和回想在班上的每一刻。

回想着，回想着美好的一刻。

在店要休息的前十分钟付账，想说把伤感都留在店里。

没办法，伤感他跟来了，还是跟着我。

有些误会我不会解释，就算解释了，也不会有人相信

STARBUCKS~

2010-08-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

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Tell you that I am sit in Starbucks and doing 'revision' with Pauline and Jenny.
My brain is totally blank now.
Nothing can study, I hope my eye is blind now.
Holding the note but my mind already fly to other place 'relax'.
I am very admire myself that I can do many thing in the same time.
specially while study time.
I can listen to music, facebook+ing, chatting with friends and msg to others.
I can non-stop doing this.
Hosh~ I am very nervous but I can do nothing.
I am drinking Green Tea latte
青苔的颜色+Green Tea牛奶的味道。
好喝~

Starbucks~

I am still in blank mood.
So This Final Exam will doom.

Going to Final Exam

2010-08-23T09:18:00.000+08:00

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Is going to Final Exam now.
I am not bother what will happen to he/she.
I am just enjoy myself.
I am still living here because of myself but not you.
I hope I can control myself to not miss you too much.
Muakakakakakakakaka~
Hope too.
Flighting for Final Exam.
Let Get Rock Y1M72!!!

Thanks for telling the true

2010-08-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

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should I tell he/she that I dislike the situation now?
should I try it?
I scare and afraid that will hurt someone.
I hate it.
I just want to concentrate on my study and enjoy my life.
Why can't I do it?
Some body told just shout out to she/he.
Need not to worry that will get hurt of someone.
But I am braveness to tell.
I admit that I am too 'braveness' and 'shy'.
I hate it, man
I hate myself.
Sometimes I feel that I should give up Penang's life here.
Without you my life is nothing, breathless and helpless.
Last time at least you will cheer me up.
Without you, I feel that I am nothing.

From now I promise myself, I will only concentrate on study and enjoy my life.
I will just ignore somebody or thing I dislike.
I want to bee more independent.
But not a toy that always affect or control by other.

Cheer up girl!

You are going to back hometown soon!

Call me Fatty Boom Boom please!!

2010-08-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

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I am under Pressure now.
I admin I am so lazy.
But I had try my best to keep on study while I am free.
I skip study skill class [100% coursework study] to do math.
Next week is my final exam starting point.
All start with Reading and Writing course.
I think this not a big trouble to me.
Now I am keep on doing Grammar exercise.

Opss, I had brought too many breads.
So this few days I will keep on eating breads and cakes.
I am super Fat and oily now.
Call me Fatty Boom Boom please.
Can I cut off my fat ass and stomach?
I hope too.
I need a hula-hula.
anyone here can tell me where to buy it?
I think I lack of exercise.
I am keep on eat eat eat and also eat all the time.
except sleeping time.
I am fine and do not awake on midnight now.
I think I have overcome with the super pressure from piano exam.

What my dinner today?
hahx. I had abandon my Breads and Cakes.
I ate Sushi, hehehe.

I like it.

I like you.

这几天

2010-08-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

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我不停的在赶功课。
我的眼睛都快掉下来了。
下两个星期就要考试了，然后sem-break.
What a nice period in my life!!!
I like it.
太想家了拉，不停的想回家。

我想我的bear bear.

I want to hug my bear bear as hard as I can.
Miss you Bear bEaR.
想爸爸，想妈妈，想姐姐，想妹妹，想。。。
我要回家。

During August

2010-08-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

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My killing piano exam had over.
I knew it by my heart 'I am totally failed it'.
I went back to my hometown on 4 Aug.
I had skiped my computing class to gt more time to practiced my three pages.
I even can't slept well about two weeks before.
Just kept on ate during the midnight time.
I am FAT. DAMN FAT!!!
When met daddy and mummy, I feel ashamed to face them.
Since I came to Penang, I knew that I will failed it.
I am uncomfortable with my new piano teacher skill.
My new piano teacher is so good.
even I am so near to my exam only go to the studio.
She also try her super best to teach me.
And she is also keep on to push me on the passing mark.
I thanks her so much.
I will keep on study music with her.
Maybe I am habit-foming with my ex-teacher skill.
I am try my best to comfortable it.
Daddy and Mummy, I feel sorry to you.
Even I come to Penang, you also let me continues my piano study.
I love you, daddy and mummy.
Esther Yap, thank for you alway ring me and cheer me up when someone was gone to leave me.
Jie, I miss you and I wish o see you soon.
Miin, please keep on do your revision.

End Of July-Party Time

2010-07-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

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went to 火锅之家 again.
Had a Farewell Party For double 'Zhen'. [Zhen Hang and Zhen Kit].
both of them had withdraw from college, and leave us for their future.
All the best to them and I am lucky to be their ex-classmate.

We are forever Y1M72. I love you guys.Let get Rock together!

Tasks+Piano Times

2010-07-26T09:08:00.000+08:00

yuho~ terrible piano exam date just near by me.

I HATE IT.

tell the true, I am not fully preparing.

of course, I got always sit on front of my piano and play the three songs.

But I know I will extremely fail it.

wake up in the morning, I hope got positive energy.

I promise myself, I will not fail with 'malu' mark.

at least the mark 见得人.

Will not too malu diri.

from today I have 4 task to go.

Monday- Grammar task

Tuesday- math 2 task

Thursday- Construction material 2 task

Friday- Build environment task.

All dearest, I am going to hell from now.

God, bless me.

hope miracle will happen to me.

Piano time again.

shoot by Mr Zhen Hang.

I like it~

going to raining

2010-07-25T15:01:00.000+08:00

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Is going to raining now.
How a bad day?
Next week will be my trouble week.
totally got 4 tasks are waiting for me.
I am in big trouble in the begin of August.
Super crazy piano examination ABRSM.
Can I skip it?
I think is impossible.

Last week had done two presentation.
Study skill and computing presentation

with wawa

study skill presentation [penang food] yummy

relax feel. I like it

guys, I kinda miss you.

你不在1

2010-07-23T09:08:00.000+08:00

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你不在已经一个星期了。
我希望我能慢慢的适应这一切。
说到底，我还是要感谢你陪我适应开始到槟城.
虽然没有你在宿舍陪我聊谈，但我们还是能在网上聊谈。
即将成为你的过去式的housemate and classmate。
我希望我还是能continues做你的朋友。
希望那个Ruthless Jason真的能实行他的工作。
感恩~

I hope you can smile with heart, but not that stupid 干笑.

I hope you can overcome and face all the stupid stress by this course.

That is your future, now you are leave because of your future.

I am here to always support and cheer you up.

瘦瘦，you are too thin.

eat more please, if not I can pull you down with my fringer.

Remind you, all of us here are ready to always support you.

Hurry up~~~

Hope all the best be with you.

不舍，还是不舍

我开始有点辛苦

2010-07-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

从你口中听到99.99%，那一刻我确定我已经崩溃了。

我真的很怕自己关灯，很怕没有人跟我无厘头的谈天，很怕你不在。

现在我彻底了解我自己是多么的无能和无助。

起初我就不应该那么依赖你，是我的依赖成为你的负担吗？

现在我真的很down。

为了不让pauline担心，我要学会坚强。

因为他跟我讲，我还有pauline,Chris,Wei Han,班长+++

我真的想大声的讲：I NEED YOU THE MOST！

NEED里面没有任何爱或利用的信息。

我需要你继续读下去。

这是你唯一能给我的力量。

坚持下去的力量。

我真的很需要这股力量。

但是我知道这个可能已经不大了，所以我也是时候长大了。

我想我还不够成熟。。

一切都成为定局？

2010-07-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

很想很想知道你的脑到底在想什么。

LULU的我是不是很容易骗？

无聊的想你的脑是稻草做成的？

可以要给我一丝丝希望。

你可以编一个谎言来安慰我吗？？

我真的希望你打来说一切都是玩笑。。

你可以为而说谎吗？？

有人可以跟我说一切都是一场梦？

我愿意立刻，马上爬起来。。

你不确定不在1

2010-07-16T09:37:00.000+08:00

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从昨天开始，我的脑都在当机。。
完全不能集中。。
你的影响难免太大了吧。。
学校回来，没有人跟我哈拉。。
有点不习惯。。
昨天很早就跑去睡了，因为你不在。。
我怕一个人面对寂寞。。
昨天呆在韦汉家到10++。。
HOSH，原来我真的很胆小，很怕黑的。。
屋主睡了，空空的家里让我有点慌张。。
刷牙+WASH FACE。。
关灯，关上眼睛，想着都是.....
又是失眠的一天。。
不知什么时候才默默地睡去。。
我的想念还不是因为爱你，而是已经习惯有你的存在。。

你将会不在

2010-07-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

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现在的心情很DOWN。。
我开始有一种孤单的感觉。。
刚刚打给pauline,我开始控制不到我自己。。
感觉上她给我吓倒了。。
如果我的床可以收集眼泪，我想已经是full了吧。。
待会十点会有一个experiment task。
我现在毫不头绪到底读了什么。。
我真的很白痴，什么都要依靠。。
叶馨槿！！够了！！
你必须坚强起来。。
因为某天后，你就真的一个人了。。
我想我已经应该要适应这一切了。。
昨天妈妈不停的打来，我知道她很担心我。。
当拿起电话时，我的眼泪就不停的在掉。。
晚上爸爸打来，一直在安慰我。。
姐姐打来开导我。。
我真的很想念你们。。
我太依赖你们了。。
从小到大，我要什么爸妈都会给我。姐姐会让我，连妹妹都会让我。。
他们默默地在包容我的野蛮。。
现在他们不在我的身边，我真的很怕我撑不下去了。。
我真的很怕。。

Breathless

2010-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

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当一切都在跟时间赛跑时，我只能在后面慢慢的走。。
虽然慢，但至少我有在试者跟上别人的脚步。。
我知道`你反反复复的在为自己的想法而烦恼。。
想法可以让你乱了脚步而停下。。
为什么让自己有后路？
我个人认为有当你有了后路，遇到困难时你会躲到后路去。。
而不是面对！！！
兴趣是可以培养的！！
只要坚持，我很确定难题都会被解决。。
想想吧。。

Moody

2010-07-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

I hope to speechless from now..

I am down now..

Am I too soft?

Can't under pressure?

I hate this feel?

Will libra feel lonely and helpless??

I 'enjoy' IT now..

Spain!!

2010-07-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

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Yesterday had watched semi-final football match till 4.30a.m.
Is a good match, man!!
In class I am the only one whose support Spain.
All of them are supporting Germany..
Good show, Spain..
You guy had proved it with football..
Today have to submit an assignment to Mr. Yuzran..
While waiting for the semi-final match, I am doing his assignment..
Msg to Mr.Terence[Football kia]
who know he also suppoting Germany..
Hosh, God..
'The chance for Spain to win is less'
msg from Mr. Terence.
xD..
hey, Mr. Terence I will treat you Germanys' Hotdag when I meet you..
okay??
Can I know where to buy Germanys' Hotdog in Penang?
I have to treat Mr. Zhen Hang..
Cause he also Germany supporter..

Lol~~

Before watched that football match..

I had went to streamboat with my classmates[dinner]..

The Egg Tart is extremely delicous..

I had ate four.. xD

totally full until this noon..

Thank you for Dickson Gor, Who help me 拾收尾..

A plate 'dim sam' I eat one then 'throw' all to him..

hehe.. [ I know I am very notty!! ]xD

Had tried durian cooked with plantar made by Monitar.
yuck!! this food made me felt to vomit..
bad taste, man!!!
YUCK for once again~~
No second time for Plantar+Durian..
I Hate It!!!

I think I am going toward 'old' this word..

Why can't I sleep late a bit？

slept on 4.30a.m, I able to awake on 8.30+a.m.

Am I going be old!!!!

Dun please~~

Miss Yap Seng Miin,

dun try to tell daddy that I slept on 4.30..

I will Kill you, if you tell mum and dad.

Keep secret for me..

okay?

promiss from all of you..

hehe

Right now

2010-07-07T00:09:00.001+08:00

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Damn boring here..
A lots work to do, but I am lazy to do it now..
I am the laziest in the world..
Waiting for Semi-final~~
I support Netherlands~~
Ole! Ole! Ole!
2.30 a.m~~
what to do??
lazy..
Practice Piano?!!
I already give up toward my piano examination..
But I still have practice, to maesure the marks will not too 'malukan diri'..
I am going toward ' jangan memalukan diri' marks..
atleast get 见得人's marks..
朝向见得人的钢琴分数。。
哇咔咔！！
[假兴奋]

While during computing^^

2010-07-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

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I am during my computing classes now..
Mr. Dickson is sitting beside and 'kacau' me blogging..
classmates are doing their presentation..
'My favorite Football Player'..
Damn boring to listen on their presentation..
Since lecturer are starting asking 'annoying' question..
All of us have no mood to continues it again..
Mr.Ian Gan E Jin are super disturbing me now...

Mr. Jin Yong are presenting WAYNE ROONEY..
Not, act he is reading the note..
Lecturer is keeping asking question..
just Annoying us!!!!
now, Mr. pink color is sitting beside me and concentrate on the presentation..

home sweet home...

aik~~

I already can't wait to back home..

stil got 1 hour and 10 mins..

home~~

I miss you[home] the most...

Mr. pink color stop disturbing me by now...56585

okay??

home

I love home..

Daddy, I want durian..

buy it for me right now..

Almost crazy here

2010-07-01T12:49:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why my college library is very 'beh lao'...

either ink or A4 also not enough..

WTF!!!!!

Why always got problem while I got to use it??

Why 'lecturer' want to separate us??

Why want to re-do everything by myself??

Why the deathline stil the same??

Why I gotta rush for it??

Why this thing gotta happen now??

I very stress now..

super 'du lan' by it...

F**** you gou gou!!!!

Coffee Beans+短发

2010-06-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

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At coffee bean, doing wednesday assignment...
wednesday stupid assignment..
title- My favorite football player.
Is very stupid assignment's title right??
I think that lecturer is kinda like football..
that why he is asking us to do this tyle of assignment...
Opss~~ pity England...
I support England~~

Ask help from Giovanni..
My 'good' lecturer told that do not have same the football character in class...
decrease marks~~
My god...
kinda miss Giovanni, who always non-stop talking about football...
rang him and ask him send me the famous football player list..
luckly got my 'lovely' Giovanni...
I love him much... muakss

The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf Est 1963 apposite Gurney beach and beside Gurney Hotel.

I love 海风...

咸咸的海水，吹着淡咸的海风。。
我超爱这样的感觉。。
虽然没有长发的飘然，但我觉得短发飘的潇洒。。

当年三千发丝，我果断的剪短。。
决定是对否，我未曾为这问题而烦恼。。
三年后的今天，依然有人问，
‘槿，为何把头发剪短？’
我的答案永远是一个淡淡的微笑。。
因为我也不知该怎么回答。。
可能有天对短发的厌腻时，我会又重新把千丝留长。。
我已遗忘长发的我，谁人可以呼唤我长发的记忆？

某天

your paraphrase make me uncomfortable

2010-06-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

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moody..
after talking with you, I started to become moody..
I started to worry everything..
I scare alone
I scare lonely

I think I should start to be independent..

jiin have no right to cry..

原来我并不了解你

2010-06-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

聆听是最好的答案，诉说是最好的解答

是我缺少聆听吗？

还是你不曾对我诉说？？

我真的很想把你的头脑拆开，看看里面装着是她还是我？？

了解有帮助吗？

未知数

我对自己真的没信心。。

我很怕会失去你。。

当回忆再出现在脑海里，我希望是美好的。。

我累了，不想再去猜测你你所谓的答案。。

无聊

我不喜欢。。

那天坐伟汉车。。[CLASSMATE]

去吃super supper..

凌晨1点多，在BUKIT MERTAJAM...

快睡去了。。

我发现我被你迷着了

Bukit Mertajam

2010-06-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

yuho, at Bukit Mertajam right now

由于本人的housemate[振航哥] vacation去了。。

所以只好跟朋友回到她的家乡。。

Pauline你人真好，有你真好。。

不讲了。。

照片

在Rainbow tea time...

做功课。。

六月的第一个

2010-06-05T10:55:00.003+08:00

半年过去了，感觉上我已经浪费了这半年的时间。。

近来迷上了zombie game+ cherry tomato.。。。

这两样东西霸占我的早上。。

昨天整1点++才爬上床去。。

望着天花板，抱着bearbear。。

我知道我开始想念你们了。。

眼睛开始放空，脑里想的都是你们的点点滴滴。。

回忆旅程开始吞没我的睡眠。。

想念着去年的事情，我觉得有你们我真的很幸福。。

我很想念生日蛋糕。。

是10++人的生日蛋糕。。

chololate banana cake...

想他野。。

可扬，我很想你野。。

很想念你的所有。。

很想念你打阿HO。。

很想念你的笑容。。

很想念你的一切。。

兴业阿，我要感谢你哦。。

谢谢你的耐心，静静地听我数苦。。

开导我。。

真的很感谢。。

我的emerlyn大小姐，我也很想念你。

拿不到没关系啦。。

你是‘千里马’，一定会有‘伯乐’的。。

哈哈。。

嘉雯纳，谢谢你‘教’我做数学哦。。

阿HO，你没有请我吃蛋糕。。

我要蛋糕。。

Mr.Frankie, you forgot to treat me your birthday cake...

arg~@>@

giovanni, I miss your height and your shy shy smile..

misss you with my heart..

worth cup coming soon..

MU or others??????

seow, you must teach me sketch when you are free...

i dun know how to do..

the lecturer had banded my sketch up...

terrence ar, you had dissapear...

never see you since that night...

you better contract me by now..

I scare i will forgot who you are...

kok yee, a belate birthday wish to you here...

all the best and smile always...

eyeng, how are you going on??

my piano test will gain at 5 aug 2010...

damn nervous..

i think i will fail at this time...

scare....

chi yan, how your college life going on??

that study HO got bully you or not??

if he bully you, tell me..

我给他够够。。

ping ping, how your form six?? gambateh a..

Miss Lynia, actually where are you study??

10 brothers, i have no idea that where and how are you all..

hope you all the best and be happy..

还有振航阿。。

我的感谢对你是讲不完。。

还有这一句"感谢还是感谢"..

不过我很确定你应该不会来看我的部落格。。

哈哈~~

congratz to elain and rei meng o...

wish both of you with heart...

想念在我的天空漫延。。

对你想念不会因时间而减少。。

想念你们。。

在CC

2010-05-31T13:20:00.002+08:00

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距离上课还有两个小时。。
今天心情有点 EMO..
就跑到CC 待一下。。
这一篇依然是没有照片。。
现在开始有点适应这里的生活。。
慢慢的慢慢的不再感到陌生。。
隔壁在玩zombi，我在写部落格。。
血腥与文字的战争从现在开始。。
闷闷的。。
我班只有3个女生。。
少的可怜。。

CC对我来说是一个很陌生的地方。。

即使在HOMETOWN，我也极少到这个地方。。

我也有些惊讶

今天的我会要求到CC玩。。

我以为我会抗拒这些地方，原来我身体里的坏缨子也会行动的一天

我来是打BLOG，他们来是打机。。

这间CC没有所谓的烟，没有暗暗的感觉。。

原来CC没有我想象中的'dirty'..

意外和EMO中。。。

我的心情很HIGH !!!

2010-05-22T09:56:00.000+08:00

HIGH!!!

我很HIGH！！

让我们Get High~~~

嫂嫂生了..

又有喜事了。。

人逢喜事，精神爽

爽阿！！！

long time no see~~

2010-05-20T08:48:00.000+08:00

很久没来了。。

上个再上个星期开始没打部落格了。。

感觉上我有点‘啊啊迪’

昨天终于舍得懒到celcom point申请braodbrand。。。

谢谢振航。。

由于本人未满18岁，所以不能申请。。

My Braodbrand is under his name...

Orientation Week

一连五天的orientation..

senior都做得很棒。。

佩服他们的坚持和毅力。。

在来是我的team mates。。

回忆是senior准备，但是我们创造出来的。。

谢谢你们的回忆。。

不知做么uplaod不到照片。。

Ahduiiii...

下次再uplaod...